Hard

I'm trying to find a positive spin on life with the boys lately, but am coming up short!  It seems that nothing I do is quite enough to keep these kids (one in particular) from crying 1/2 the day.  I know this isn't always our life, so I shouldn't feel hopeless, but some weeks just SUCK as a full-time mom.  So far motherhood has not been the blissful experience that I have heard so much about.  Much of the time I am barely surviving, so I guess I must be doing something wrong.  Perhaps we were wrong in having two so close together.  The work load/stress more than doubled, but I would NEVER give Wyatt back.  Honestly some days I just marvel at families who have one toddler to tote around like a cute little accessory.  Sorry, it's just one of those weeks.